Today is the first day of kindergarten. And I'm not there! It may be absolute insanity to quit your job in the middle of one of the worst economies in history, but I had to do it. During this absolutely fabulous summer, in which I hiked, camped, boated, and swam, there was a little thought nagging me. But I ignored it. The thought kept nagging on, and I kept ignoring. Then it was time for teachers to go back to school. I told myself I could do it. By day 3, I knew what I had to do. So I did. It was tough. But once I made the decision, oh what relief I felt! The nagging thought was, "My kids first. Other people's kids second." Not that I don't like other people's kids. I do. But I love mine the most. And I know what you're thinking. But it's not the case. I leave before my kids do. I'm often not home before mine get home. I very often bring my own work home, making me unable or too tired to help them with their school work. In other words, I was putting it all into my job and not saving much for them.
Six years. That's how long I have until my daughter goes to college. We've lived in Utah for six years and the time has flown by like THAT (imagine finger snapping). When I told her I quit my job, she threw her arms into the air and cheered. That was all I needed to know I'd made the right decision.
As I drove my third grader to school this morning, he was almost giddy that he was in the front seat of our Tahoe, rather than on the bus. "This is so awesome," he giggled.
My kids first.
Beyond that, I feel so liberated! My mind is swimming with possibilities. I get to volunteer in my kids' classrooms. I have lots of time to WRITE. There are two pieces of furniture in my basement that I'm going to refinish. I'm going to figure out what the heck that noise is coming from the rear end of my car. It's like the Renaissance is starting and I'm the one holding the paint brush. SWEET! The possibilities are endless. Thankfully I have an awesome hubby who is a much harder worker than I am, and is supportive of whatever I do.
So it's a little like starting over, but in a really, really good way. I'm refocusing. I'm re-prioritizing. If we end up needing the money, we'll find a way. I saw this quote a while back, and I am inspired:
"Your journey has molded you for your greater good, and it was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now. AND NOW IS THE RIGHT TIME."
**yay!**
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
A Day at the Lake
Yesterday some friends invited us out to Deer Creek. It's not within my abilities to turn down an offer like that!
Mt. Timpanogos rising above Deer Creek
(yes, there's still snow on it in July)
Jamison doing a dance to coax his friend into the water
The cutest twelve-year-old I know
I think they enjoyed themselves...
Ah... my happy place
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Seattle in 24 Hours
I recently returned from a one-day trip to Seattle, where I got to test drive the new 2012 Nissan Versa (but that's another story). This marks my second one-day trip to Seattle, and my second trip to Seattle, ever. One of these days, I'll actually spend more time there, but here's what I saw in 24 hours:
The T.V. in my hotel room (how cool that it says my name?!?)
Friday, July 1, 2011
Let Them Be Little
Ah, summer. Sunshine, shorts, watermelon, and ceiling fans. I am a lover of all things summer. Even my birthday falls in the summer - how depressing to have a winter birthday! One of the best things about summer is the road trip. We took one last week, to St. George, UT. It's down in the corner of the state, full of heat, red rocks, and beautiful golf courses. We took advantage of all of them.
I know I've mentioned that I try to feed my kids healthy things. Except on road trips. All bets are off. Gimme a greasy burger and some piping hot fries and I am one happy road tripper. So you can imagine I was a little disheartened at the local Jack-In-the-Box, when a small sign read, "Kids' meals will no longer include a toy. Apple slices available upon request."
What the?
Jamison was even more disappointed when he opened his bag. "I thought we were in St. George, NOT San Francisco." That boy is sharp.
Please. The name of your establishment is JACK IN THE BOX. Your mascot is a toy in a suit!
Later on, I saw a sign meant to hang on a child's doorknob. It simply said, "Let them be little."
Indeed.
I know I've mentioned that I try to feed my kids healthy things. Except on road trips. All bets are off. Gimme a greasy burger and some piping hot fries and I am one happy road tripper. So you can imagine I was a little disheartened at the local Jack-In-the-Box, when a small sign read, "Kids' meals will no longer include a toy. Apple slices available upon request."
What the?
Jamison was even more disappointed when he opened his bag. "I thought we were in St. George, NOT San Francisco." That boy is sharp.
Please. The name of your establishment is JACK IN THE BOX. Your mascot is a toy in a suit!
Later on, I saw a sign meant to hang on a child's doorknob. It simply said, "Let them be little."
Indeed.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
The Streak is Over
Twenty three years ago, my great-grandmother died and we made the looooonnngg 7-hour drive from Casa Grande, Arizona to Escalante, UT for the funeral. After the service, a dinner was provided for our family at the church. I had some potato salad. I think it was left over from someone's Thanksgiving dinner, which would have been a week before the funeral. Within an hour of the dinner, everything on my inside wanted to be on my outside. The drive home was a joy ride.
Needless to say, I haven't had potato salad in 23 years.
Until today. Who knew that a back yard picnic for my son's cub scout pack meeting would be the place I would bravely try the summer staple? I liked it, and as for my stomach, so far so good.
Which just goes to show... don't be afraid to try new (or old) things.
Needless to say, I haven't had potato salad in 23 years.
Until today. Who knew that a back yard picnic for my son's cub scout pack meeting would be the place I would bravely try the summer staple? I liked it, and as for my stomach, so far so good.
Which just goes to show... don't be afraid to try new (or old) things.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Oh, That's Where I've Been
The end of school usually ushers in the care-free, stress-free, lazy days of summer.
Usually.
But first there was girls camp to plan and prep for, and then execute. I think it was a success.
Then there was a parade in which my daughter appeared and at which my mother-in-law fell and broke her hip. Then of course, there was emergency hip-replacement surgery, not to mention the subsequent rehab.
Next came WIFYR, a week-long writing conference that was easily the best writing conference I've ever attended.
We managed to squeeze in a Father's Day cook-out.
Finally, one of those lazy, care-free days showed up. We saw a movie, had lunch, and watched Jamison make an amazing catch at his baseball game.
Then there was six weeks' worth of neglect to make up for in chores. I discovered that I hoard buttons... not on purpose.
Then my dad came, which forced us into a few more of those lazy, care-free, let's go hiking and fishing and to a car show types of days.
Tomorrow? Who knows? But it's nearly the 4th of July and I've got to get to work on my tan!
Usually.
But first there was girls camp to plan and prep for, and then execute. I think it was a success.
Then there was a parade in which my daughter appeared and at which my mother-in-law fell and broke her hip. Then of course, there was emergency hip-replacement surgery, not to mention the subsequent rehab.
Next came WIFYR, a week-long writing conference that was easily the best writing conference I've ever attended.
We managed to squeeze in a Father's Day cook-out.
Finally, one of those lazy, care-free days showed up. We saw a movie, had lunch, and watched Jamison make an amazing catch at his baseball game.
Then there was six weeks' worth of neglect to make up for in chores. I discovered that I hoard buttons... not on purpose.
Then my dad came, which forced us into a few more of those lazy, care-free, let's go hiking and fishing and to a car show types of days.
Tomorrow? Who knows? But it's nearly the 4th of July and I've got to get to work on my tan!
Saturday, June 4, 2011
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